the most recent events in my life, have tested how strong i truly am. and where my faith lies. if i choose to obey the law in order for the people i love to recieve salvation. or to side with my flesh and live in this world with the person i believe was made for me. i went with the first choice. as painful as it is, i know in my heart it's absolutely right. unconditional love means to let go of people/things so that they/you can become better. in this case, it was the only choice. even if it didn't make sense. regardless of the decision made, you're still the only person i believe to have been made for me. even if we can't be together. you continue to hold steady your place even if we are not together. my love is unconditional and everlasting. there is no other person that can take your place or even come close. please believe it.
+FlyyGirlTiff.
Sunday, October 31, 2010
Heartache & Heartbreak.
everyday that passes, you`ll still be my only love. before you is irrelevant, after you is non-existent. when we ended, everything ended. my love for you will run stronger than you could know. i will never be ok with the fact that we're not together. although i understand why, it will never settle with my heart that it is ok. being with you, being your wife was the only thing that made sense in my hectic life. i`m broken. and now that we are not together, there's nobody to pick up the pieces and to help keep me sane. call me crazy if you like. i call it being in love.
+FlyyGirlTiff.
+FlyyGirlTiff.
Saturday, May 22, 2010
And The Difference Is. . .
there is a fiiiiine line between sexual harrassment and sexual attention. somebody in the mail room makes a comment about your blouse while looking at the shirt and you're disgusted. some nobody with prada shoes says "damn you got a nice set of twins!" and you giggle. a man's status will set the bar on how you take a comment about your appearance. if you have a physical attraction to someone, you'll want that sexual attention and go to great lengths to get it. however if someone of a lower caliber makes a pass, it`s sexual harrassment. understandable that each situation is different, but most are quite similar. you're getting that sexual attention you wanted, but not who you wanted it from. ladies; if you dress provocatively, you're gonna get some unwanted attention. point blank. and no, i'm not making the age old excuse for rape where a woman is "asking for it" by wearing minimal clothes. all y'all gotta keep in mind is that if you wearin a shorts and a low cut belly shirt, do you really want the attention you get from the people that will give it? in reality, they have ONE thing on your mind. whoever said you hadda show skin to be sexy? so chill wit these sexual harrassment lawsuits. know what you're getting into when you're getting dressed.
+FlyyGirlTiff.
+FlyyGirlTiff.
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
The Grey Area.
contrary to popular belief, i am NOT of African descent. so no, i'm not black. i'm actually 100% asian. to be specific, i'm Cambodian, Chinese, Vietnamese and Indian. my fiancè however IS of African descent. therefore, we are an interracial couple. while most people are cool with it, alotta people seem to have a problem with it as well. saying that it's cool that we happy but why would we date outside of our races? and there's soooo many black girls that really truly hate me cuz i "stole" a good black man. i didn`t "steal" anything that didn't belong to anyone else. i have his heart that he willingly gave me. what does it matter that we`re not the same ethnicity? we make each other happy and do any & EVERYthing for each other. what concern is it of yours if we aren't both black or both asian? love knows no boundaries, love has no pride and love is color blind. love is not accidental; it's predestined. and we were predestined for one another. so for all the ones against any interracial couples; you can suck on it. and you can quote me on that.
+FlyyGirlTiff.
+FlyyGirlTiff.
Sunday, May 16, 2010
Happy Anniversary.
to my baby;
it's exactly one year today since the day we met. i will never forget that day ever. with your silly comments and your ridiculous jokes. never have i met a man that wasn't intimidated by my past, nor have i ever met a man that was able to see me for who i really was, instead of just a pretty face with a nice little body. we've been through so much in the course of a year, all the lies and secrets you held. and it would have been easier to just walk away. but i couldn't. throughout everything, i chose to stay by your side. i love you so much, i can't begin to express it in words. but that love has gotten so much stronger since we both found God together. and as long as He wants us together, we will be. if He wanted me to leave you, He would have let me walk away a loooong time ago. beyond why i want you, need you, He also needs me to be here for you. and i could never stray away. nobody can do for me like you can. i'm so in love with your smile, your work ethic, your faith in God, your temper, and your passion for life. but what i love most is your flaws. they make you incomparable to everyone else. we're so much stronger now than ever and our relationship is made to last. i fall in love with you more and more everyday. it's so much i wanna say but words always seem to fail me. so let me do everything i've been doing and be as good a wife i can be. let me cook for you, clean for you, support you in every aspect of your life and keep you on the right path. because, God willing, i will never leave your side. i won't run ahead of you so you can eventually walk all over me, i won't follow behind you so i'm left in your dust. but i'll be standing tall at your side, holding your hand, and supporting the person i love more than anything or anyone. my bestfriend, my tag team partner, my everything and more. happy anniversary baby. i love you.
+FlyyGirlTiff.
it's exactly one year today since the day we met. i will never forget that day ever. with your silly comments and your ridiculous jokes. never have i met a man that wasn't intimidated by my past, nor have i ever met a man that was able to see me for who i really was, instead of just a pretty face with a nice little body. we've been through so much in the course of a year, all the lies and secrets you held. and it would have been easier to just walk away. but i couldn't. throughout everything, i chose to stay by your side. i love you so much, i can't begin to express it in words. but that love has gotten so much stronger since we both found God together. and as long as He wants us together, we will be. if He wanted me to leave you, He would have let me walk away a loooong time ago. beyond why i want you, need you, He also needs me to be here for you. and i could never stray away. nobody can do for me like you can. i'm so in love with your smile, your work ethic, your faith in God, your temper, and your passion for life. but what i love most is your flaws. they make you incomparable to everyone else. we're so much stronger now than ever and our relationship is made to last. i fall in love with you more and more everyday. it's so much i wanna say but words always seem to fail me. so let me do everything i've been doing and be as good a wife i can be. let me cook for you, clean for you, support you in every aspect of your life and keep you on the right path. because, God willing, i will never leave your side. i won't run ahead of you so you can eventually walk all over me, i won't follow behind you so i'm left in your dust. but i'll be standing tall at your side, holding your hand, and supporting the person i love more than anything or anyone. my bestfriend, my tag team partner, my everything and more. happy anniversary baby. i love you.
+FlyyGirlTiff.
Monday, April 19, 2010
Untitled
well goodmorning cyberworld. i know this is kinda early for me but it's been awhile since i wrote a blog and i'm already up anyways so why not write something for the public. lol.
so, anyways......i'm up early because i'm on the way to sacramento, ca to protest and rally against the justice system. i know right? those that don't know me too well probably like "tiffany? really?". lol. yes really. and i've been protesting against injustices and the like for quite some years now. but thas another story for another time. as i was getting on the freeway, there were still large puddles underneath the freeway going the opposite way from the recent rainfall. what caught my attention, however, was not the puddles itself but the man bathing in it. =( it really made me sit back and think that i am so fortunate. i took a LONG, hot shower this morning. this man is splashing around in a muddy puddle at attempts to be clean. it definitely made me appreciate what i have but it also made me look at certain people in a new light.
you know how there's just certain people that complain about EVERYTHING? yea well although my circle is mostly made up of extremely humble people, there's a few who will find any reason to be negative and complain about their situation when it's ultimately better than anyone else's in the room. i've heard people complain about the new clothes they or someone else just bought, about the size of their beds, about their phones, i've damn near heard it all. understand that there are people who don't have clothes to wear, who don't have a bed to lay in, who don't have a phone to complain about. personally, i feel like some people just take everything for granted. how could you sit there and cry about your boyfriend/girfriend not talking to you all day when there's people who have lost their spouses and, in some cases, entire families? stop thinking you have it the worst, cuz most likely you don't.
yes, it's understandable to be unhappy about certain things because you should always want more, want better things for yourself. but don't complain about the things you have been blessed to have. there is always someone who has less. can't get out of the shallow end and see other's people misfortune? well remember that YOU can always have less.
as for myself, i don't have everything i'd like to have but i have food in my tummy, a dry place to lay my head down when i'm tired, a closet full of options for everyday, TWO phones, my little baby ipod, and access to a car if i absolutely need it. to some people it may not be much, but to me? i'm living a life of luxury. =)
+FlyyGirlTiff.
so, anyways......i'm up early because i'm on the way to sacramento, ca to protest and rally against the justice system. i know right? those that don't know me too well probably like "tiffany? really?". lol. yes really. and i've been protesting against injustices and the like for quite some years now. but thas another story for another time. as i was getting on the freeway, there were still large puddles underneath the freeway going the opposite way from the recent rainfall. what caught my attention, however, was not the puddles itself but the man bathing in it. =( it really made me sit back and think that i am so fortunate. i took a LONG, hot shower this morning. this man is splashing around in a muddy puddle at attempts to be clean. it definitely made me appreciate what i have but it also made me look at certain people in a new light.
you know how there's just certain people that complain about EVERYTHING? yea well although my circle is mostly made up of extremely humble people, there's a few who will find any reason to be negative and complain about their situation when it's ultimately better than anyone else's in the room. i've heard people complain about the new clothes they or someone else just bought, about the size of their beds, about their phones, i've damn near heard it all. understand that there are people who don't have clothes to wear, who don't have a bed to lay in, who don't have a phone to complain about. personally, i feel like some people just take everything for granted. how could you sit there and cry about your boyfriend/girfriend not talking to you all day when there's people who have lost their spouses and, in some cases, entire families? stop thinking you have it the worst, cuz most likely you don't.
yes, it's understandable to be unhappy about certain things because you should always want more, want better things for yourself. but don't complain about the things you have been blessed to have. there is always someone who has less. can't get out of the shallow end and see other's people misfortune? well remember that YOU can always have less.
as for myself, i don't have everything i'd like to have but i have food in my tummy, a dry place to lay my head down when i'm tired, a closet full of options for everyday, TWO phones, my little baby ipod, and access to a car if i absolutely need it. to some people it may not be much, but to me? i'm living a life of luxury. =)
+FlyyGirlTiff.
Welcome Back, Welcome Back, Welcome Baaaack!
heyyy loves! back at it again. i'ma really try to keep constant with my blog now that i have an app for it on my phone. [gotta love technology right?] especially since i have so much to say and i don`t really care who knows. cuz you`ll only get a piece of it anyways. ;-) so anyhoo.....enjoy my rants, raves and randomness. =)
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